A
LAMBETH REFLECTION FROM BISHOP JOHN
AUGUST 2008
My Dear
Friends,
The
Gospels record that, on the Mount of the Transfiguration, the apostle
Peter was so captivated and overwhelmed by what he had experienced that
he wanted to remain there to live, as it were, that moment for ever.
However, the Gospels go on to record that Peter’s wish, profoundly expressive
of a human desire to remain in a place of bliss, was not granted and
that, in the company of Jesus, Peter, James and John journeyed back
down the mountain to continue the pilgrimage to Jerusalem.
In
the months and weeks following my election, consecration and enthronement,
the fact that, by way of the Lambeth Conference of Bishops, the Anglican
Communion was to deprive me of two and a half weeks of July and early
August became something of a cloud on the horizon. Some of you will
in fact have heard me say that I was not particularly looking forward
to it. My apprehension was based on a number of factors, for example:
- Being away from home and family for such a period
- Having to miss important events and opportunities in the Diocese and beyond
- Fearing the fact that there were a number of profound challenges or difficulties on the agenda of the Communion which threatened to either disrupt or fracture the family life of the Communion.
More
selfishly I worried about two and a half weeks in a student hall of
residence, eating institutional food and spending virtually all day
of every day in study, discussion or other groups.
The
compensations of being in Canterbury, having the opportunity to draw
on and be strengthened by the threads of faith which weave themselves
around the place and to engage face to face with bishops from all over
the world seemed to be poor compensation!
When
I arrived, the cloud of gloom hanging over me as it invariably did over
A. A. Milne’s Eeyore grew darker as I found my room and inspected the
facilities. The prospect of spending two and a half weeks there began
to feel like a life sentence. I scarcely felt like exclaiming ‘It is
good that we are here’. I ached to get back down the mountain and get
back to home and normality as soon as possible.
But
then, the scene slowly and positively began to change. Another room,
a much better one, was allocated. The Archbishop of Canterbury’s Bible
Studies began to tease out something of the truth about why we were
gathered, and the rich variety of worship began to unfold, in ways which
words could not, the cosmopolitan yet loving foundation which makes
the Anglican Communion the rare creature which it is and which, I pray,
it will continue to be. Transfiguration was beginning to occur, and
I was beginning to feel that it was good that we were there after all.
However,
lest you should feel that I am about to say that I got a warm, cosy
and unreal sense of all being well, allow me at once, to disabuse you.
That was not so. It was far from so. It was quite evident that there
were divisions, sharp divisions. And these began to emerge immediately
in the daily Bible Study Groups made up of eight Bishops from different
parts of the Communion. (My particular group, Ambrose, - they were all
named after Saints – included, apart from myself bishops from England,
South Africa, Tanzania, the United States, Australia and Canada.) We
represented cultures and traditions (ecclesiastical and national) that
could not have been more varied, and we each held opinions on faith,
ethics, biblical interpretation and other matters that reflected the
whole range of opinion to be found within our Communion. I had been
a bishop for just three months; one had been a Bishop for only two weeks;
another had been a Bishop for almost twenty five years and was attending
his third Lambeth; between these extremes of experience lay a wide range
of lengths of service. Interestingly, however, all of us had been Parish
Priests, and all of us had, therefore, significant experience of dealing
with people of all ages and all conditions in their daily lives
As
we studied the ‘I AM’ sayings of Jesus found par excellence in the Gospel according to St John, we were enabled
by the questions prepared for us and by skilful and prayerful leadership
to bring to bear upon our divisions of opinion and interpretations the
penetrating light, the living water and the nourishing bread of Jesus
himself - he who is, for Christians, I AM, God with us. The sheep began
to hear the voice of the shepherd. We came to recognise that, however
differently we might interpret certain features of our common life and
the words by which we are called to live that life, it was and is and
always should be by asking the question ‘How would Jesus deal with this
situation?’ that we could make real progress as a church and as a communion
and be enabled to present to the world a pattern for life that would
have profound meaning for all.
Furthermore,
the common denominator of dealing with real people with real problems
and real challenges enabled us to share very honestly the pain and strain
of confronting situations which were difficult, perplexing and sometimes
virtually impossible to resolve. We were reminded of the words from
Luke 18: 27, ‘What is impossible with men is possible with God’. Archbishop
Rowan, in his final retreat address on the day before the conference
proper, had urged us to hold on to the words from Hebrews
12: 1 & 2, ‘…let us run with perseverance the race that is set
before us, looking to Jesus, the pioneer and perfecter of our faith
…’. Situations of challenges that we might think of as impossible could
be transformed if we bring to bear upon them the mind of Christ.
None
of this meant that there were easy answers, nor did it mean that everything
was resolved so that we would all live happily ever after. In this world
such endings exist only in fairy-tales and could only occur among ordinary
people were they to become perfect which, of course, none of us can.
We are, however, obliged to try and try and try. It did mean, however,
that we were forced to admit that Jesus’s way of dealing with people
was often radically different from our way. Jesus interpreted times
and life, rules and laws, so that they set people free from burdens
which they could not or should not carry and enabled them to begin to
understand the ‘glorious liberty of the children of God’ (Romans 8:21).
Learning
the decisive lesson and virtue of being willing to interpret is not
always easy nor is it always conducive to certainty. There are those
who prize certainties above all else: certainty in sacramental theology;
certainty in ritual correctness; certainty in biblical interpretation;
certainty in ethical practice, to name but a few. Such certainties might
be desirable and, in some circumstances, very welcome. The certain answer
may be convenient to give but it has within it the germ of something
which was alien to the heart of the Jesus to whom I have given my loyalty
and whom I seek both to follow and present to others. That ‘something’
is exclusion. The way of Jesus is, according to Matthew found by the
narrow gate (Matthew 7: 13) which is not the gate of exclusion. The way, I believe,
is found by entering through the narrow gate of a disciplined, thoughtful
search for the mind of Christ. It is the narrow gate in the sense that
it may be the hard gate. But, as he reminds us in John 10:9, Jesus himself is the gate, and therefore any opinions which
we express or any decisions which we reach are to be those which we
have tried and persevered to express and reach by bringing to bear his
mind upon the circumstances which demand them.
Jesus
did not proclaim that he had come that some might have life – this group or
that group – he came that all might have life, life in all its
fullness. He came to draw all people to himself. He came that
there might be one flock, one shepherd. He did not come to exclude but
to welcome. His choice of friends, disciples and company, often from
among the excluded, made this very clear.
Equally
he did proclaim, as Archbishop Rowan succinctly put it, that ‘All are
welcome does not mean anything goes.’ He came to demand that we should
employ our God-given gifts, above all that most excellent gift of love,
in ensuring that there is brought to bear the love of God upon all our
dealings, all our decision making, all our deliberations and all our
contacts with others. They, like us, are frail and flawed individuals,
but nevertheless individuals upon whom, like Peter in Luke 21: 61, the gaze of Jesus rests when
we fall short. I do not believe that, when he looked at Peter, Jesus
was saying ‘I told you so.’ I do not believe that he was condemning
him. There may have been a judgement, but it was a judgement of love
which spoke of understanding rather than exclusion. Jesus was teaching
Peter the truth about himself, a truth which we must all learn about
ourselves, namely that, despite our promises, our declarations of loyalty
and our deep, deep desire to be like Jesus, we can only succeed in bits
and pieces and from time to time.
So,
when we come to handling scripture, when we come face to face with styles
of worship that are unusual, when we come to dealing with those with
whom we disagree, when we come to deciding whether we can live alongside
and welcome people whose lifestyles, sexuality or opinions we find challenging,
we ought to guard against approaching these things from the perspective
of having the certain answer.
The
French philosopher Voltaire is recorded as having said, ‘ I disapprove
of what you say but will defend to the death your right to say it’.
As disapproval does not require condemnation so disagreement does not
require exclusion.
Now
let me confirm what you have already realised: I have not mentioned
specifically either the matter of human sexuality or the matter of women
bishops. Both of these figured in significant discussion among the Bishops
and at the Spouses Conference. Having said that, the nonsense written
in some press reports which presented Lambeth 2008 as a place of civil
war and open hostility was a grotesque caricature. It is true that over
200 Bishops did not attend because of their opinions of others and of
their views. Whilst accepting the right of any or all of them to decline
the Archbishop’s invitation to the Conference, their absence was something
which we regretted as it created a missed opportunity for Christian
consultation and godly conversation. It is true that I was personally
wary of some actually present because of what I had read about them
and heard about them second or third hand. But what I found was what
I believe the absentees would have found, namely that caricatures are,
at best, laughable and, at worst, deeply ungodly. When properly discerned
they are found to be wanting in truth and are both figments of imagination
and distortions of truth. Like Voltaire, I disapprove of the utterances
of some, but I wholly respect their right to utter.
So,
what was the truth of where those present found themselves? Although
I recognise that there exist genuinely held differences of opinion,
I believe that all were arrived at through the narrow gate as described
above, the seeking of the mind of Christ. Further, virtually everybody
with whom I conversed or who spoke in the discussion groups and open
plenaries still felt themselves to be part of the flock under the one
shepherd and longed to remain so. In general, opinions and views were
considered to have been legitimately arrived at through the synodical
processes of different provinces, considered as such even by those who
differed. It would be manifestly untrue to say that there were not many
who felt that the policies and actions of others were unacceptable and
had been damaging. (It is also untrue to say that those responsible
for such policies and actions were wholly unrepentant.) But even those
who felt that way generally respected the legitimacy of the process
by which such policies and actions had been arrived at.
It
is in this respecting of legitimacy that there lies, I believe, a key
to our Communion’s future. If those who were outside Lambeth 2008 and
those who were within (and they by no means cancel each other out –
some GAFCON bishops and some whose primates had forbidden them to attend
were still there) accept that others, having gone through the narrow
gate of recognised processes of interpretation and of searching for
the mind of Christ, can legitimately hold opinions different from their
own, there is more than a glimmer of hope. In other words, I might disapprove
of your conclusion; I might find it challenging to understand you or
even to like you; but I accept the legitimacy of the process which has
brought you to where you are, and I must, therefore, accept that it
is legitimate for you to hold a particular view or interpretation even
if, after following my own processes of discernment, I reach a different
conclusion. Thus, in Christian love, I accept you, as Jesus does, as
a child of God upon whom he looks in love and understanding. I must
try to journey with you and you with me, as Jesus would with us both.
So,
to conclude. Despite early apprehensions, it was well that we were there
– very well. It would have been better had all been there and had none
been missing, but nevertheless we treasure that which we learned and
that we which we simply could not fail to absorb from the openness and
Christian witness of others. Many have been transfigured, if not completely,
in part certainly by the strengthening of common bonds and by a desire
to understand others more fully. Like Peter, James and John we are obliged
to descend from the mountain, but also like them we do so with Jesus
whose mind we must continue openly and honestly to seek.
Please
continue to pray for the Communion and for those of us who share the
office of Bishop. We seek to serve each one of you in the name of the
Lord Jesus and to affirm, in his love, the legitimate place of all who
love him, in our cosmopolitan, colourful if sometimes aggravating Anglican
family.
I
will be more than happy to share discussions with anyone about what
is said above or about my perceptions of our situation. We may lovingly
disagree about conclusions but we must never allow this to destroy or
disable the heritage in which we share and which, despite our differences,
others recognise as a gift.
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John Swansea & Brecon

